5PM, 23rd February 2004
Look, come with me and we'll sit outside. There's no need for the whole world to know our business.
Sit down and just listen to me. You might not like what I have to say, but I'm just being blunt. I'm not having a go at you, I'm just telling it like I see it. Ok.
I've known you a long time, but lately things the gap between seems to have filled with unnecessary aggravation. I really don't like it, and I want it to end.
I'm far from perfect, and haven't always treated you the best, but I'm sure you know deep down I genuinely like you and care about you. I don't just mean as a girl, the person in here (my forehead) genuinely likes the person in there (your forehead). That hasn't changed, and it's not likely to no matter how difficult things get between us.
You once asked me to put up with your grumpy moods, and I do my best. When you're good, you're really worth knowing and that far outweighs the hard times, but the things I've been told you've been saying lately are more than just grumpy words, they're downright hurtful.
I don't know what to do about you anymore. I could ignore it and stick with you, but I know when you get like this then things aren't good, and if you keep going on the way you have your words will tear me apart. On the other hand I could spare myself the pain and just back away from you. I don't really like doing that, but if you've become set against me that bad it would at least be the least painful thing to do.
It's not in my hands. I wish it was, I know what I'd do. All I can do is leave it to you and hope you'll tell me what's really on your mind. Otherwise (touch her cheek) it's been really good knowing you.
I'm getting up, I'm walking away. I can't look back, I'm too afraid. It's up to her - anything goes, she knows that. The world is full of possibilities, it's just that times like these I wish some of them just weren't there.